Life? is supposed to be fun, don't let fun get taken from you

Tons of teens return to school each year thinking "oh, crap, not this again," however this year I was not one of them. Senior year has been one of the major turning points in my life so far. I'm more organized, I have straighter priorities, I'm starting to figure out what I want to do with my life, and I'm happy.
Thats right, I'm happy, which apart from when my friends were cheering me up over the summer was a rare occasion. Last year, just after prom my 1st girlfriend dumped me and it really hit me hard. I knew things weren't going well and I constantly did my best while I was with her to make things better but it wasn't really going anywhere b/c I was the only one putting in the effort. After she dumped me, without any reason that she thought was good enough to tell me, she thought that it was perfectly acceptable to text me whenever she wanted as if I still wanted to talk to her 24/7 and be her best friend. I wasn't until a few months later when she stopped texting me, each time it reminded me of how horrible I felt. The particular day she sent her last text I was out with some friends playing tennis and my phone starts vibrating "buzz" "buzz", "buzz" "buzz". I look down and see the name and think to myself "oh, great, her." Then I click to view the msg and it says something about how cute I looked playing tennis....................... WTF was my initial reaction, then I snapped and text her saying that she never ever gets to say that or anything like that again. Since then I haven't heard from her once so WOOT. Anyways, I thought my little spiteful moment had made me happy but it didn't. It wasn't until I started spending each moment I could with as many friends as I could until I started feeling better. When school finally started I felt more confident than ever before and started making way more friends then I'd ever had. So, thank you school, and thank you x for making me realize that there is no point in having relationships with people who don't value you enough to try.

Oh, yeah, i compleatly forgot to make a post! But, im 17 now!!!

yesssss! 17 and it feels so right, sleeping all day and staying up all nighhht :PPP
just some random lyric from a song that went through my head, hmmm that happens alot, maybe i shouldnt listen to so much music. speaking of music, i think that it is time i updated my playlist on here, and i will get right on that... it will be done within the year.
yes, i have a teddy bear, who by the way i wouldnt trade for the world.
also, 80% chance ice today, if we have school i will b soooooo angry at the weather ppl, again..........
hmmm, i feel like im forgeting things, but i just spontaneously decided that i will be ending with a quote or a saying of some sort from now on, as long as i remeber to :P
abe lincoln - And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

hmm, I should have never had enough time to actualy think this through

I hate metaphors, you right it meaning one thing, I read it and get a different meaning (most likely), and the meaning can only be theorized except by the writer. so, is it better to ignore metaphors, to let them be as they will. No, people must always read into things, they must always try. For if no one tried what would there be?
Oppinions, the substance of which the world revolves around, maybe. Every thing that is not a fact is an oppinion, choices are oppinions, metaphors are comparisions and as such no one can really tell you that something is or isnt a metaphor unless it has like/as b/c if any one single person thinks that the to items being compared aren't related then it is in fact a metaphor.
I wish people would just get straight to the point sometimes. Instead of all this colorful dribble that needs to be sorted through, thought about and ends up giving off a worse message than what is acctually ment.
I think I've had enough crap come at me in the form of disguised words and hidden meanings for one day.
also, i would like to share some usless knowledge
(1)guys have a time of the month, and well every thing else was actualy opinions

Long time no post

hey, so yeah, its been a while since i posted, since my last post ive been increasingly busy, swim season started and lots of other happenings are occuring in my life, so i dont know how often i'll be posting, gtg

HOME COMING, its here

THATS RIGHT, ITS HERE and i worked so hard to help set it up, or not so much. We had a bonfire tonight and the school is all decorated, and i got a sneek peak of it even tho i didnt help, i have to say GO JUNIORS!!!, our hall is really well decorated, dont denye it, but then again, our class always wins everthing, bcuz we're winners. this upcomming week there are going to be dress up days, altho idk what they all are still, and ther will prob be some sort of lunch time activities or something like that. GO STONEWALL

Deep Fried and In Over My Head

No, this is not about food, although I am hungery. Last night around 7:30 pm my computer crashed. I was in the middle of writing my NHS applications and English 11 AP paper. I rebooted my computer like I would for any normal crash, the Microsoft loading bar poped up just minutes later, then nothing. All I had was a black screen with my mouse. I freaked, I couldn't believe it, my hard drive, had crashed. Hurrying now I called John, his hard drive crashed last year and he had to buy a new one, to confirm that my hard drive was crashed. It had. All my papers I'd ever writen, all my parents documents, all our pictures, ALL MY MUSIC... gone, just like that.
CRAP!
What do I do now?
Wait amilessly and hope everything works out?
Of course not.
I reset my computer back to how it was the very first day I removed it from the UPS shipping box. It took me over five hours to recover all of the files that were backed up on my computer, which included almost nothing, not even Microsoft Word. Which really ruined my plans because I not only had my National Honor Society application due today, but also my AP paper that had specific instructions which included being typed and formated a certain way. My computer had become not my computer, it was just a computer, it had no personality or uniqueness to it. Depressed by my loss of my computer i went upstairs to see that the Steelers were down 13 to 3 to the Ravens... I was just about sick of telling my little brother to calm down and that its just a game before getting up to walk away when all of the sudden the Steelers were winning. They scored 14 points in 15 seconds. The Steelers ended up winning 23-20 in overtime which was the second brightest part of my day. I then went on to drink coffee and handwrite my AP paper until 2 a.m.

I went to school early to try to convince my teachers that I need more time. I convinced Mrs. Mc, which was probly the most important one to convince, but Mrs.K just wouldnt give me more time. however she was nice about it and said she'd have given me more time if i worked both lunches and still didnt finish typing it.

Moral of the story, go back up everything you dont mind lossing right now.

hey u guys, i kinda tested positive, so i wont b bloging 4 a while

:POSITIVE
:FOR
:AWSOMENESS
of course i had a positive awsomeness level, y u ask, bcuz im made of awsomeness :O, ur jealous, i know it
well acctualy im just being really full of my self bcuz i feel full of myself right now.
(how cant u be full of ur self, ur made of urself)
did u test positive? thought not lol, jk
acctualy i scooped ice cream all day and now my legs r sore bcuz i was standing for 8 epic hours w/ 4 girls, allyson, kora, chelsey, and some othe1 whos name i didnt catch, ( removed by request ) and came home 2 grab my cleaning supplies and sprinted to the bathroom where i cleand vigourusly and sang 2 a blarring ipod :)
finding new loves 4 songs u dislike bcz its really loud is really fun
i think i should turn my ipod down when my ears ring after i take ear thinggys out, but then i can hear myself and thats no fun :)