hey u guys, i kinda tested positive, so i wont b bloging 4 a while

:POSITIVE
:FOR
:AWSOMENESS
of course i had a positive awsomeness level, y u ask, bcuz im made of awsomeness :O, ur jealous, i know it
well acctualy im just being really full of my self bcuz i feel full of myself right now.
(how cant u be full of ur self, ur made of urself)
did u test positive? thought not lol, jk
acctualy i scooped ice cream all day and now my legs r sore bcuz i was standing for 8 epic hours w/ 4 girls, allyson, kora, chelsey, and some othe1 whos name i didnt catch, ( removed by request ) and came home 2 grab my cleaning supplies and sprinted to the bathroom where i cleand vigourusly and sang 2 a blarring ipod :)
finding new loves 4 songs u dislike bcz its really loud is really fun
i think i should turn my ipod down when my ears ring after i take ear thinggys out, but then i can hear myself and thats no fun :)

zhals casa

went 2 zhals yesterday where i saw robbie, hey o, and we all played rock band and lived happily ever after,jk, ummmm pretty much we stayed up playing rock band and halo and u just hung out till 4 am now its almost 4 pm :) and i just got back from his house. i think he wants 2 make it a 'regular thing' where i come over 2 his house every saturday, but yest wasnt sat, so now im confused :? and i think im going 2 his house on saturday 2, at like 11:00 :)

Du nunu nunununu SPEED RACER doooooo doooooo

ha, went up 2 c a friend who moved to culpeper, about 1hour drive, for 1st time this summer, it was pretty cool. Justin aka Speed Racer, is in 2 country clubs and a private school now, lucky (wish i had those opportunities, not saying id take the country clubs tho lol) we saw compleatly BA who bikers stopped at a pottery emporium,
whats an emporium? idk, thats what the building said on it :)
but it does take alot of guts 2 go 2 somewhere w/ pottery on ur motorcycle, lol jk

im 1st result on GOOGLE!!!!

u can find my Blog on google as 1st result if u type in (moontop warrior) no ()
isnt that amazing, top search result lmfao xD

"not made for hollywood"

im just a hollywood drop out
wouldn't really like me
if u knew me
bringing smiles to you on your nights out

and then i said,
hey
hey oh,
wont let u dress me up
when the camera's rolln'
hey
hey oh,

just another hollywood star,
floatin' down a boulevard,
gotta go to the show
bcuz the makeups on and the smile's fake,

and then i said
hey
hey oh,
wont let u dress me up
when the camera's rolln'
hey
hey oh,

glamorized
beyond re-cog-nit-ion,
its not me
this publicized life

im no star
leave me alone,
im leaving it behind me

and then i said
hey
hey oh,
wont let u dress me up
when the camera's rolln'
hey
hey oh

hey
hey oh,
(6x continual fade)

(got 2 work this in there but not feeling like it right now, bcuz just as quickly as my creative burst came it is gone, tear

my face isnt perfect
its broken and crooked,
out of proportion,

yet im idolized
made a star
handprints on broadway
lifes going, the wrong way)

pretty much some bad lyrics 2 a song i just wrote and would sing if i were any good at singing and in a band, but seeing as how im not a good singer or in a band, i wont. also this is very rough drafty 4 a song, i wrote it in about 5 mins flat, so give me a break if it would ever b any good it would take probly 50 hours of revision + there is no music writen 4 it and no way 4 any1 2 know how 2 read it but me, sooooo. u prob wont hear the same thing in ur head when u read it as i did

my arm has 4 stripes

starting w/ the non tan part o my arm, not that i tan well, i have sun burn which goes into a freak oval like non sunburned place then back 2 sunburn and then the non tan part.
MY ARM IS A CANDY CANE
although i dont think it would taste very good lol
well i was gonna work out, and i started then i decided i didnt feel like it and started messing around then i got bored and wanted 2 c my sunburn from 2day and thats how i found this weirdness and was inspired 2 make a post about it
im soooooo hungry stupid food get doonnneeee cooking i waanannananna eatttttt!!!!!!!!

grrr, still no sleep

after i woke zhal up and got him out 2 his car, he turned it on and fell asleep 4 30 mins, then i went back out and woke him up. i didnt get 2 go 2 sleep yet bcuz i had an orthodontis appointment and it took over an hour... he sawed off a piece of my tooth so that my teeth are even, just got home and matt, who gets grouchy w/out sleep yelled at me alot, y cant he just not b so grouchy, he went 2 sleep at 11, i have yet to go 2 sleep. if anything i should b the grouchy 1 lol

sleep time count down

in 9 mins i can go 2 sleep
and i will sleeeppp :)

8 mins till sleep
ill probly sleep till 1-2

7 mins till sleep
man, i can hardly function right
id better go 2 sleep as soon as i wake zhal up

6 mins til sleep
zhal, if i fall asleep w/out waking u up im srry
hope u dont get fired

5 mins
o wow nm time left now, but it feels like 4ever,

4 mins lef
i think i might fall asleep in this chair bcuz i dont have energy 2 walk

3 mins til
bright morning light = head ache
zhal stop freaking snorring

2 mins til
and ofcourse, the last 2 mins r filled w/ snoring that gets louder and louder untillllllllll

1 min left
o, YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAYYAYYAYAYAA last min WAHOOOOOOO YAAAAAAAAAAAA YEAH YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

0 MINS LEFT
zhal time 2 wake, patrick, its time 2 sleeep finaly

im tierd lmfao

yest i got up at 8 am and i havent slept since, i prob wont sleep till 11 tonight. YAY, maybe ill take a nap or something, or maybe i could go 2 days in arow w/out sleep

grrrr stress

urghhh youth group sunday school thing... i woke myself up at 8 bcuz i felt like i was being drawn 2 get up and go, not only 2 church, but sunday school. in sunday school our teach ended up talking about how our relationships within our group are messed up. the gist was that tim really loved allyson, and she was his 1st love and how he was hurt and how me and her is like rubbing salt in a wound, but i should have spoken up, i had been hurt 2, and she assumed that it wasnt my 1st heartbreak even though she was wrong. pretty much my side of the story is that i had had a crush on ally 4 ever, one day i decided id try 2 c if she liked me 2. i guess she did, i loved her ever since i started 2 get 2 know her, and then tim started liking her and i asked her if shed go out w/ him if he asked and she said no, hes weird. so, i had time, right? nope. next thing i know allys avoiding me and hanging out w/ him. she wouldnt tell me anything, wouldnt talk 2 me, wouldnt b my friend, wouldnt anything. she should have told me they were dating, instead of ignoring me and casting me aside. she didnt even want me as a friend, or so it seemed. ouch, some1 u loved and thought liked u doesnt even wanna talk 2 u or b near u, ouch. the thing that bothered me most was we could have just been friends, if she would have treated me better. im a prson, u cant ignore me and think everythings gonna b ok, or its better if he doesnt know or anything like that. i pretty much went into an emotional zombie like state, i talked more 2 get the pain out, anything 2 get her off my mind. i started 2 compare myself 2 tim and wonder y she choose him, and try 2 c where i was worse than him. i hated myself for not being good enough for her, or even good enough for her to talk to. then jenny tells me she got a blog, so i go on there w/ the full intention of opening up all the doors 2 friend ship. i come out sounding like a jerk, saying horridly mean things, then i burst and told her how much i love her, now its us togeather and tim wont talk 2 any1 even tho he wants 2 b friends. the memories that come up everytime some1 says his name r those of him and ally, so tnx mrs mcdaniel 4 saying his name 100+ times 2day, i have my own wounds to have salt in so its hard 4 me 2 b around him or talk 2 him, 2 bad u only know part of the story, and allyson, im srry, i know ull read this, but i had 2 say it and i love u sooooooooo unbelieveably much, also i forgive u for everything u did 2 me, dont read into this the wrong way, u and me togeather erases anything but my love 4 u, i really am srry, i needed 2 get this off my chest so bad, mrs mcdaniel, im srry, u dont know my part of story, i shouldnt blame u

pool partish ppl

well today, after waking up at 6 ...go me... i found a pretty much BA bike in a yard crawl that my parents brought and i put back in the car, then at noon i went to a pool party at MG's, it was good, except that i hadnt eatn yet and was dying of hunger, some jerks (john and chris...) opend the door on me while i was changing in2 my swim suit around 3:30. then we went out 2 pool, no1 would do a fflip, but me, which i did horribly bcuz i was tierd, hungry, jumped way to early, and not streatched out atall, but atleast i did the flip all the way lol. later we played volleyball in water, played a game of every1 peg matt in the head w/ john and hillary(matts "lady" friend hahahaha lol jk) then it was time 2 eat, and eat i did, i ate 4 halves of chicken + 3 pieces of cake, a cookie, 3 fudge squares, 4 cans o soda. then jo hon and i stole matts brownie, the last brownie, and ate it, we constantly antagonized (ooooo big word) him about how good the brownie was and how it had m&ms on it. erica and kulen got in and we played more vball. about half way threw my team was up about 100million to 3 so i went to other team where i got on johns shoulders like playing chicken and then when i asked 4 the ball from this urgggh, little annoying girl........ she said only if id give her a hug shed give me the ball and im like, say what heck no im not giving u a hug then her and her other friend who askd the same q right after and got same answer started hitting me and throwing the ball at me and pretty much beatting me up, i wish they were guys so i could have done something, like pick them u p and throw them. i hurried back 2 the other side of net where they followed and then i got out and i swear they hit me w/ 5 balls b4 i got inside. then this other girl who was pretty cool did this thing where she got like a bridge thing then suddenly moved her hands next 2 her feet and her hips where highest thing in air, after making matt, john and i try it, she told us her secret. she was missing part of her spine. we looked like fools trying it, i prob did worst. but its not like it was my fault, when i was doing it john out of no wheres like nice sixpac and i burst out laughing and fell down, and was like no way, me sixpac ur kiddn, and he was like no, im not look. i should prob use mirrors more often lmfao. then we went out side 2 play soccer, me and john were supposed 2 b skins vs matt and peter, but im not sure what happed peter and john sat down and john wore a shirt, while i was left shirtless 4 the rest of the night till we went back 2 matts room.
ps i still dont believe i have a good sixpack and wont b flexing 4 any1, bcuz thats not who i am, and i dont go around flexing 4 ppl, i will however flex my belly out wards so i look really fat, its interesting

FOund Mi thiNNgY and pOstiNg miS piCs

well pretty much i found my scandisk card thinggy that goes in2 my phone, so im posting about amillion pics of me and other things, mostly me, everywhere. its great, lmao

neeeeeeed to sleep

what wrong w/ ppl, have 2 get up and move tables now, not awake yet, need like 3 more hours sleep, zommbime
by now

well, we can c y im not an artist

1st is supposed to b my lil emo kid i drew
2nd is... i cant remember, drew it tolong ago, so its whatever u think it is
3rd is a phoenix
4th is well, a Y w/ a ? in horrid bubble letters
5th is a work in progress, and not on here

Myspace bulletin is truer than u know

this was a bulletin on myspace and it is unbelievably true, my coments on the statements are in (), k?

-Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

-Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.(DEFineTLY)

-Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.(so, smiles melt us, lol)

-Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.(many things we do are stupid and unbelievably dangerous, but we're invincible, right?)

-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.(feeling 2nd place in some1's heart makes u feel like ur just there bcuz the other prson isnt)

-A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.(look at me. talk to meeeeee.)

-Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.(again, dont wanna feel second place, or farther)

-Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.(thats fair to say)

-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.(sooo true, what did we doooooo, why wont u just tell us, is it that badddddd? oh no it is isnt it, what is it?)

-Girls are guys' weaknesses.(nothing makes us weaker)

-Guys are very open about themselves.(open enough)

-If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.(we usually already know what we need 2 do, we just need 2 tell it to some1, feel good we trust u w/ knowing our problems)

-A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.(love ya fruitlady, lmao)

-Guys love you more than you love them.(hehe)

-Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.(yes, its a dead give away if we use beautiful or gorgeous that we love u)

-If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside(haha, calm, calm, dont freak out, wow, shes hear, w/ me, stay calm, or atleast look it)

-When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.(yes, but this would b something that we'd say to our friends, or some1 besides our love)

-When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me.(yessssssss, and we might try to resist u trying 2 listen to us, just get us to talk, we have something to say thats bothering us alot)

-If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something is up.(seriousness, means big warning flag, pay attention!!!!!!)

-When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.(u r beautiful, and dont say u rnt, we only say it if we truely mean it)

-When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.(what we thinkn tho, whats she doing, i wish shed..., wow shes beautiful/amazing/unbelievably awsome)

-Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.(its very ez 2 make us shy away)

-Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.(lmao, we def do, just about everytime i c my friends)

-Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.(u confuse us so, w/ ur hanging msgs and just about everything u do)

-A guy would give up anything to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.(what r u thinking, tell me, i wanna know every thought that goes threw your head)

-No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

He's just too stubborn to admit it(I CAN,probly, maybe, possibly, ok so i cant)

-NOT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES!!!
Just because ONE is.. doesn't mean he represents ALL of them(honestly many of us r nice)

-They love it when girls talk about them(ya, talk, talk, talk about me, mooooooorreeeee)

-Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs(lmao, but being tickled
is anoying, especialy by ppl we dont like)

-Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck is really hurting(usualy its the like thing, not the hurting)

-When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.(stay up late, get up early, skip meals to talk w/ u, u know, that sort of thing)

a certain kind of problem

i cant post any pics right now bcuz i cant find my sd card that the little card goes in from my phone, so no more pics for now, i can however scan my drawings, so maybe ill do that soon

epic quest of the lost jurnal

Once upon a time on a stormy night, around 3:00 am, I tore threw my room looking for my bed so I could sleep on it instead of the floor. As soon as I lay down I was asleep, images floated through my mind, dreams. I usually don't dream, but it had been happening so frequently now. When i woke this morning the one part of the dream I could remember was the part of me drawing for an endless amount of time in my notebook that I used to draw things in when im bored at school. I began to think of how I had drawings that I could post on here and how I needed to finish my drawing of a girl. Then I began to tare through my already torn up room, due to last night, starting with my old backpack. In my back pack I found three notebooks, the first was my spanish four note book which I threw on the floor. The second was my book with pomes in it that doesnt have many left bcuz I gave them away, which I placed on the other notebook. The third was a blank notebook that id never used for anything other than taking paper out of, so I placed it next to my bed for when I want it. When I put it there I looked down and saw another notebook on the floor, picking it up realized hey this one had tons of pomes in it are they all gone, flipping through it I reallized that most were, I procceded to place it on the one next to my bed. Frantic now, I looked everywhere I'd have normaly put it. Then as I was about to quit and come to write this post with a sad ending, I found it tucked away where it must have fallen.
As for my drawings there all in there, ill be posting some tomarrow, maybe even the girl. I drew her hair in today, now i need eyes and shadows then it will be done. I started drawing her around 6-7 months ago and stopped.

o wow i think im in a poetic mood again

i miss you
every second your not here
i think of you
my dear