naked w/out my board

my season is gone and i have 2 wait 4 ever 4 it 2 come back
i don't know if i can wait until Nov
i just wanna snowboard, im interested in doing things ive never done on a snowboard
ill probably end up hurting myself again right b4 swim regionals, but its ok bcuz snowboarding is way better than swimming
last year all i ended up doing was
getting an even more amazing feel for our slushy ice under my board
scaring Kay a million times
getting my butt kicked in a 3 v 1 sword fight w/ ski poles (which i took from annan)
colliding w/ a sudden stopping skier aka Neillllllll on an extremely icy and steep slope
i love being on the mountain w/ the fake snow all around me

A.S.A.S.S.S.T. (And So Another Summer Swim Season Starts Today)

Swim
Will
Irate
Me

jk i love swim
and i dont know y
its just so swimmy

South-Rainbow-MOon Warrior

(: Every one :)

Stay on top of the the Moon-Top Warrior
XD

don't fall to the Rainbow Warrior
n_n
practice the South-African Style

(moontop warrior is from a song
the other 2 are from track practice)

My day's got a color

my day was a hue of aquamaroonyellow mixed with a splash of fireteallimes it might have had hidden touches of lavenderpeachsky all on a violet-tangerine canvas
that was fun :)

Jamie All Over

I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
I wish you could've seen us
Begging for change to get home
Or at least San Francisco
Let's put a ten on the high card
And spend a summer on the West Coast

Down and to the left
(Here's the map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left
(Here's the map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
Memories

I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights

Please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left

i hate books about hate

our english teacher makes us read these horrible books about hate, killing, and any other downfall of society; I think its his theme. and well to tell u the truth i was surprised that this book had a happy part in it. it came out of no where and was completely unforeseen and it left as quickly as it came. the book was back to senseless killing, beating, and beating; although there weren't anymore conversations about a boy who hid in a addict as some rebles raped his 3 sisters in front of his parents. yes, i know a facinating book filled with things i hadn't read about yet. thank u mr freacking english teacher for makeing every book we read, movie we watched and paper we wrote a horrible experience. i dont think there was a single book where a young person wasn't murdered, and none of them were what i would consider "happy" books
at least i only have 1 more book to read, the road, how interesting can a book called the road be?

ahhh worst paper i ever wrote

back in 6th grade, when i was still in scouts, i went 2 a scout camp and i had 2 grow a plant in a combination of water and dirt (fun)
then we wrote a 100 word paper on what happend 2 our plant
lets just say i wrote the paper in 5 mins and, the words "ya" and "like", consisted of almost half my paper so
i lucked out when the guy said that my hand writing was really sloppy and he didn't want 2 read it but it looked like it contained 100 words (tnx goodness for lazy teen teachers)

ppl need 2 do what they say and not postpone things

urgh um so there are alot of ppl out there who always say their gonna do something and either don't or postpone it till the last minute. take me for example, i try 2 do everthing i say im gonna do and sometimes it just doesn't happen. if i promise myself ill stop eating junk food and drinking soda b4 a big race ill find my self drinking pepsi 10 mins later. i say 2 myself that ill write a paper, read a book, or clean up something and i end up watching tv or listening 2 music. and my parents umm we're suposed 2 take our first vacation 2 the beach 4ever ago and it still hasn't happened. we were gonna put a pool in and make renovations on our house, but guess what... those plans never become anything other than plans. im so sick of ppl postponing things i hope i don't postpone anything ever agian

my list of music that will never be complete

moment by aiden - one of my love songs
tell me everything by just surrender - another love song about trusting others and trusting that your lover so much u'd let them have your heart bcuz they wouldn't hurt it
all around me by flyleaf - um yet agian a love song that plays in my mind when i miss her bcuz we aren't right next to each other right now
jaime all over by mayday parade - an amazing love song about waiting for her and giving her any room she needs and also about just wanting your love so bad (amazing)
thats what you get by paramore - for when ever i feel hurt :( which isn't now so i don't listen 2 it much
see you in virginia by asteria - hehe i live in va, its about someone irreplaceable
sophomore slump or comback of the year by fall out boy - just bcuz it amazes me
check yes juliet - um bcuz it almost perfectly describes me and i cant get enough of it
simple and clean - my only technoish/trancish song, its about not leting go and missing her as she walks away
our work of art by just surrender - hmmmmm sad cry my heart out love song
bring me to life by Evanescence - how i feel about my life that i've just decided 2 leave bhind me
what i like about u by the romantics - speaks for itself
don't you know who i think i am by fall out boy - song about trying so hard 2 try 2 b urself
time of my life by dirty dancing - song that describes the best moments in my life
pressure drop by the clash - happy song about dropping pressure
secret valentine by we the kings - bcuz sometimes i think that some people try 2 break apart 2 lovers :(
the taste the touch by asteria - showing emotion with no fear of what any1 else might think
inside out by eve 6 - sad heartbreak song
learn 2 fly by the foo fighters - trying 2 get away from everything so that i can discover something new

the hmmmmmm and the journey to find myself

so here it is
my story
my year
i was always the kid in the corner who never talked 2 anyone i didn't already know
but last year, in 9th grade, i embarked on my epic journey
i was drawn to talk 2 people, make more friends, i discovered that people will except you, no matter who you are, if u just open up and let them in to your life
this year things have been mostly on the upside, i've just recently started 2 get in touch with music, i know how lame :), and i love it, but moving on now
this year i fell in love for the first time with the most amazing person in the world
short story i love her so much and i've always known her, just i didn't know her that well
but we're gonna skip the long story(i lo♥e u baby)
ummmmm she shakes my world and makes it better
hmmmmmmmmm getting in touch w/ my artistic side, ive tried writing poems(not half bad) and drawings (um different story there) singing and playing instruments are not for me, so ummm i think i should stick 2 writing (hehe that means i can write songs in my head w/ my own beat, even if i couldn't place the note if i tried)
as i said earlyer ive been trying 2 discover new music
i belive that music affects who u are and u should choose 2 find listen 2 music that discribes you so far i've made an incompleat list of songs which ill put up in about 10 mins w/ what they mean 2 me, and y i love them

under dog kicks massive butt

ok where 2 begin

thursday was my last day of track District Campionship
our boys team got 2nd placeoverall
we left school at 2:30 and the meet started at 5:00
i ran one race and one race only
it as the amazing 800yrd or half mile
it was about 9:00 when i ran, the sun had set, and it just started raining AGIAN
it started out as an innocent sprinkle as we walked up to the starting line
(i actually made 1st call for the 1st time)
at the shot sounded 2 begin the race my heart started pounding
i was disapointed bcuz i started out in 15th place, which was my seed,
after the 1st lap the gentle sprinkle transformed into a pelting storm
i was soaked as if i jumped into a pool with my clothes on :)
i smiled as i saw other runners were running straight out of energy, i was gaining on them fast,
i kicked it into high gear and sprinted, go me, passing 1, 2, 3, 4 more runers
i got somewhere in between 9th-11th place
and i was only seeded 15th out of 17
i ran my new record (i set a new personal record every time i race:)
i droped atleast 7 seconds and got a 2:20 something
im did so well i droped almost 20 seconds in 4 weeks GO ME!!!!!! YAYAYA
im gonna miss racing, but i wont miss practice

grothspert?

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i might have a grothspurt coming
that would b so amazing 4 me,
in the last 2 weeks ive had a urge (that i thoughtlessly fullfiled) to eat about 2-3 times what i usually eat durring a sport season
but i really dont care how much i put on, if i shoot up afterwards
me being only 5'6"-5'7" ish and around 130lbs i would love a grothspurt
i cant think of any other reason that my body would tell me 2 eat like 6 lbs of food in 2 hours
so im just really hopeful about the possibility of being taller than i am, bcuz im already taller than my parents
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayyayayayayayayayayyayayayayaya

in the moonlight

blue
as the truest moonlight
reflecting off you
tonight

whisper in your ear
watching your face
as i replace
your tear

clock strikes midnight
i hold on tight
and i know everythings alright
as you say good night

good night
my love, good night

s.a.d.

my heart is heavy 2day
i feel bad bcuaz my paramour isn't feeling well
i feel bad bcuaz there was i didn't know and couldn't help her
i feel bad bcuaz she does and i can't help her right now
i feel bad bucaz i love her and she feels bad

best track meet ever

today was amazing!
i had my second 2 last track meet even though it was raining :)
i had 2 eat a disgusting sandwich w/ mayo or miracle whip( not shure what the diference is, bcuz they both disguest me) on it
i went for call and started talking to my coach and told her i made final call for once
then she asked me if i was in the 800, half mile, (my only race) and i said ya
and shes like no, u didn't make call run up there to the starting line now!
i ran up there just in time to check in, then the held the start of ther race so i used the time 2 warm up and streach super fast
this was my first time running for varsity and i felt amazing
i droped 3 seconds off my time
which is now a 2:36(when i began 3 weeks ago it was a 2:46)
and that was in the rain which means u dont go as far each step and ur wighed down by water
i enjoyed running in the rain its alot better than running w/ the sun on u
i got 7th place out of like 20 people
now its off to the district meet
GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and i hung out w/ the most amazing girl ever)

nearing the finishline

tomarrow is my second to last track meet
it is the varsity County meet, then coach promised us ez practices
(aka 5 miles plus)
then after i go to districs i get 2 relax
i have decided that im not gonna do CrossCountry (and no1 is gonna change my mind this time)
im gonna take fall off, be lazy and sleep
it should b amazing!
only 40 (give or take) more frecking long days till i get my drivers licence

rediculous

this is crazy

i ran track for 2 months now after swimming for 3 months and im only gonna get a week or two weeks break b4 i start swiming again

i have 2 find sometime 2 enjoy my week off

its driving me crazy that i have 2 go 2 districts 2 loose

bloody chocolate

i just got done w/ a book about werewolves( how cool) called Blood and Chocolate
it was extremely good, i loved reading the story even though i don't usually read love stories
this one was ok bcuz it was a fantasy (which makes the difrence between a good book and a bad one)
it was sad that the one she thought she loved shot her w/ a silver bullet at the end and she almost died
if she died i might have cried( but she didn't so we don't know)
i fell in love w/the characters of the book

technical dificulties

i hate my internet sometimes (usualy when it doesnt work)
this weekend i could even get online so that frucking* sucked

yesterday in spanish class we had fun 4 cinco de mayo
we played soccer and hit a pinata
our huge team lost a game
then
me and jordan won one game
and me, pete, and rafel won another game

im so happy ☺ that my internet is working!

hey 0 time 2 celebrate spring festivities

spring fest was amazing 2day, there were booths set up w/ activities 2 raise munny for extracirular activities, our swim team and its self-proclaimed spokesman had it's own booth which easily rose 17.25 dollars(i think jk) and we had fun squirting and splashing water on eachother in the hotest part of the day, i ate some of out spokesman's cookies and i almost threw them up at track practice(actualy i liked them) and our "spokesman" and i climbed a inflatable rock wall, i beat her twice but she won the last time and she even managed 2 land with the grace of o say a talented dancer, whereas i fell on my butt(fun)
o then then non-springtacular part started(track practice)
it was my worst one so far and i was sweating from head 2 toe
i felt like puking(from the cookies) and i had an imense pain in my stomach(also from the cookies)JK
and that sums up track and spring fest

every week of Track has its moments

oooo man this was an amazing track practice w/ a capital AMAZING
1st we sat and thought of why some of us didn't run our best
but i did set my personal best so i daydreamed
then we played duck duck goose around a football field as a bonding excercise
isn't that just the best practice u ever heard of