The Coming

Someone draws near,
Someone sweet
Someone dear,
But who,
She slowly drew nearer
The leaves crunched under her impending steps,
Thump, thump... my heart pounded
Then i knew
It was her, she'd came
She'd came

champion at heart

i did so amazing at track (not including diskus, which i threw two 70' disks in warm up and couldnt even break 60' in the meet) :(
besides that i kicked some major V butr in the half mile and im on JV
i droped 7 seconds off my best and ended up w/ a 2:39 on the half mile, i started jumping afterwards(eventhough i had no energy and almost fell down after i jumped)
i made the county meet and they might bump me up 2 V for it, im so excited
(i had 2 make up for my tragic diskus throws so i ran faster than i ever had)
theres something about getting 1st that makes u feel good, even in JV ( i had 6th in V which means i would have scored points in V)

spanish makes no sense

today we learned that the translation for im just joking or im just pulling ur leg in spanish is estoy tocabando tu pelo (im just pulling ur hair)
spanish makes me laugh, i love that we sing, play twister, and eat
on cinco de mayo(figure it out urself) we get 2 go out side with a pinata and our spanish 4 class gets 2 play a spanish 1 or 2 class in soccer
spanish is an amazing language, everything rymes aslong as its in the same tense, and the word for heart is corazon, which sounds alot softer and better than heart, which sounds harsh

found the strength

today i was so unbelieveably happy and energetic for no apparent reason, but by the time i started track practice i had crashed... then mrs. long made me run another day at distance
when i got out there i could hardly run the 200's she was making us run and i was sweating from trying w/out energy. niel and tommy beat me 3 times in arow and kaly (i hate spelling) wouldnt stop calling me slow
then it happend
the horrid coach long made a promise
she would let me throw if i would run my next 2 laps at my best
then i just flurished w/ energy
it was so amazing
i ran alot faster than my first 3 laps by far
and then i just left and went 2 throwing (so that she wouldn't have the chance 2 break her promise... again)

someone is to closed off

some1 in my life needs to come be open w/ me
i get how hard it is to be open,
i was closed off 2 the world for many yrs.
whereas i hide in shyness this person has hidden in random and pointless conversations
this person needs to listen 2 me and realize that its better 2 be open
i used 2 only c in white and black, now i c all shades of life trying to live 2 thier fullest
and i think that this certain person will c alot more colors if she would stop hiding
she is stronger than this and will surpass her fears
i have faith in her

im ok at poems... i guess o well heres a depressing poem (if i did it well youll b depressed :)

I gave you a gift,

what a beautiful gift.

it was my heart

my most precious gift

.

I left my self incompleate,

gave it to you,

how i wish i could feel it beat

why'd i give it to you

.

I hate how you treat it

you tore it to pieces

if you don't want it

give it back,

.

If you give it back

There wont be any coming back;

I need it back

to put my heart back on track.

artistic compulsions

so yester day i just felt like i needed 2 draw, so guess what i did,
i drew...
even tho i didnt know what i wanted 2 draw, i just drew
it ended up that i drew a girl and i wondered who she looked like
but i didn't know
then i just wrote poems
not that any1 will ever c them
except this one

I'd have done anything

to be your something,

because your my everything;

and without you i have nothing

Track is changing! hopefuly 4 better

wow im so anxious 4 2marrow's track meet. i usualy run the 100, 400, and 200 (in that order) but this meet i get 2 run the 100 and 800(half mile). im hoping that i can loaf the 800 and still not lose :).

also the best part is that if i throw at luray like i threw 2day then ill get 1st for jv bcuase i threw 4 out of 12 disks 80+ feet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the rest were 70+
!!!!!!!!!!!!yay go me!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i know that ill suck at the meet, :( i always do :(

y do i run?

i really hate running, it sucks, and choach sucks 2, frecking coach this......................... he makes me so angry and makes me hate running more and more,
"no patrick u can't stop running the 400, y don't u like it?"
bcuz i suck at it and i hate it how bout that
"just cuz u suck at it doesnt mean u can stop, u throw diskcus even thou u suck at it"
ya but i like dickus so get off me
"ur not even as good as the girls at discus, throw this girls disc as far as hannah(best varsity thrower)"
ok! i will try! (i a jv boy who has thrown maybe 5 days threw it 100ft, only 5 ft less than her)
"not good enough u have 2 run the 400"

later he said "so u get 2 walk the 400 2marrow at the meet"
ok i will! i will walk ur frecking 400 4 u if u want me 2! i promise if u want me 2 walk it i will!
now get off me

i hate him so much right now X[
TAKE ME OUT OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ur pink is showing

Oh wow today track was amazing, well atleast 4 me it was :), no i didnt do well, however my friend Cat is a "heavy" in track wieghing in at 5'0" and hefty 65 pounds! well, she wasn't happy for some reason that she wouldn't tell me.
i got to go throw today and she had 2 run a 2min drill, not hard, then come throw. like i said earlyer she is a heavy, and when she got back she was super pink so i told her "your pink is showing" not knowing that she was in a horrible mood about running it
then my friend Johan told her that she was having a bitch fit and she didnt get angry bcuz he said it was from the movie White Chicks, which he just saw
then she said she was angry at her bf derek and me and stormed off crying. later when she came back i asked her why she was angry at me, if she was ok, and what happened.
she told me that she was angry at me then that it was bcuz i smiled when she was upset
then she punched me with her total body wieght of 50 pounds and johan said she was having another BF then i asked agian later and he punched me again.
I LMAFO many times after that 2day
but i dont feel like she really told me why she was angry

another sleepy day

so today i just woke up bcuz i rolled over in my sleep and cut the circulation out of my arm ouch! if i hadn't id still be asleep bcuz my mom didn't wake me up 4 church, actually id still b asleep at noon, and i was thinking that i should make a post so that an amazing ppl could comment my post
lmfa☺
i feel like going back 2 sleep