the hmmmmmm and the journey to find myself

so here it is
my story
my year
i was always the kid in the corner who never talked 2 anyone i didn't already know
but last year, in 9th grade, i embarked on my epic journey
i was drawn to talk 2 people, make more friends, i discovered that people will except you, no matter who you are, if u just open up and let them in to your life
this year things have been mostly on the upside, i've just recently started 2 get in touch with music, i know how lame :), and i love it, but moving on now
this year i fell in love for the first time with the most amazing person in the world
short story i love her so much and i've always known her, just i didn't know her that well
but we're gonna skip the long story(i lo♥e u baby)
ummmmm she shakes my world and makes it better
hmmmmmmmmm getting in touch w/ my artistic side, ive tried writing poems(not half bad) and drawings (um different story there) singing and playing instruments are not for me, so ummm i think i should stick 2 writing (hehe that means i can write songs in my head w/ my own beat, even if i couldn't place the note if i tried)
as i said earlyer ive been trying 2 discover new music
i belive that music affects who u are and u should choose 2 find listen 2 music that discribes you so far i've made an incompleat list of songs which ill put up in about 10 mins w/ what they mean 2 me, and y i love them